Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Monday was my birthday and I had a very good ride on the 29er up on the creek. I actually climb up the side of the mountain on it. 32-20 monocog on the single speed side. I am going to switch it to the fixed side next week. Anyways it was a good ride and I will go back up there again. My good friend Mark came down off the mountain yesterday from Jefferson to ride because the roads up there are full of salt. That is the usual for this time of the year and they will be that way until the spring. It has been a couple of weeks since I have ridden the Fujy road bike. That is my geard bike. And that is on the road for I usually ride it in the trainer.

Now, as the year comes to an end several things come to mind. The first of which is that my son and I earned our First degree Black Belt in Taekwondo this year. This was a journey that we began together and the feeling of accomplishment that was felt was beyond compare! My son is going to turn 12 in February and he is starting to step out on his own somewhat and this is hard to take at times. Since he lives with his mother it means that I am not seeing him that much and when he is around he usually is not here. You know, Girls and all. Yes he has a girl friend! And why not because he should, But it is a little hard to take when you feel like you are not his hero anymore, not his everything and not needed for everything anymore. Oh'well enough of that stuff. This year started off with me still burned out with riding and I thought I would ride myself back into wanting it. I went out hard and fast and by myself and it did not work. Around May I had a hip plexor and it went downhill from there. My head has been totally screwed up since then. I really like what I read the other day, "It really does not matter why we ride, The truth is that we all do it for the reward at the end of the ride!" I need to ride for me. It is just that simple and anything else is just a waste of time. I ride by myself most of the time anyway and I enjoy it more when I go cause I want to and not because I fill like I have to. I have no new years resolution to speak of, I will try to do what I do every day to the best of my ability,

1) Treat others with respect no matter what is going on with me.

2) Treat others the way that I would have the treat me, and last but not least

3) Try to leave this world in better shape than I found it.

Happy new year and may it be a Blessed one for this broken world.

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